Day 3 No Smoking

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Well its that time of the year again where I decided to give up smoking because im skint again and ive only just been paid

So here I am on day 3 of this challenge set before me by me to wean myself from this pain in the arse of an infliction, Ive got 2mg nicotine gum of which i think i took 5 yesterday, and have had 1 this morning, but im getting there

im hoping to be off the gum come this weekend but if theres any left ill still eat it till i run out.

4 weeks down the line ill be free of the shit but then theres the problem of staying off

I wish i had never have been so fucking stupid as to start when i was a kid. All that waisted money and not even 1 memory of a rush, or a trace, or a good interlectual conversation about a bus that can travel through time and space, and what jeorney you would send it on, just nicotine balckening my lungs. I worked out ive spent about £20,000 ir close to it in the last 15 years. Thats pathetic, but also true.

So im giving it another go, however this time im not going into it thinking im going to do it, II reckon ill fail, however im coming in from a different angle now, I'm thinking i'll fail cause I know I will hence making myself more determined to prove myself wrong and I will sucseed.

no I wont