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Freaky Dancing ~ Good book though Jigs, very funny

There was a particular bit in the James Frey one that I thought was very sad and quite poignant


I am alone. Alone here and alone in the world.alone in my heart and alone in my mind. alone everywhere, all the time, for as long as i can remember. alone with my family, alone with my friends, alone in a room full of people. alone when i wake, alone through each awful day, alone when i finally meet the blackness. I am alone in my horror. Alone in my horror.
I don't want to be alone. I never wanted to be alone. I fucking hate it. I hate that i have no one to talk to, i hate that i hate that i have no one to call, i hate that i have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be all right. I hate that i have no one to share my hopes and dreams with, i hate that i no longer have any hopes or dreams, i hate that i have no one to tell me to hold on, that i can find them again.
i hate that when i scream, and i scream bloody murder, that i am screaming into emptiness. i hate that there is no one to hear my scream and that there is no one to help me learn how to stop screaming. i hate that what i have turned to in my loneliness lives in a pipe or a bottle. i hate what i have turned to in my loneliness is killing me, has already killed me, or will kill me soon. i hate that i will die alone. I will die alone in my horror....