at the moment it feels just like a place i get a bit of kip in coz i spend that much time at work and at my mums after work - the cats have more run of the place than i ever do!!
the only part of my place im totaly happy with is the living room, decorated realy nice with nice furnishings etc......spesh when the new open fire is on all cozy n stuff,
but as for everywhere else, its a shed!! kitchen is falling to pieces - hopefully getting a new one in april

the bedrooms are ok, but not decorated to a good standerd etc...... and its still got little hidey holes stuffed full of junk that needs to find homes for
i make the best of what ive got and its not what i call "home" as yet, but give it time and when it is actually mine - i'll know when its home
i think the only place i feel at home is at my grans house in darwen, she has a lovely big house and we all spent loads of time there as kids, living there in the school holidays etc, christmas as kids etc... i think its coz ive got millions of happy family memorys there
