debs that's bad that
don't let it get ya down, you know you've done nothing wrong and let nobody down. you have certainly not let your mum down. to me, it looks like the rest of your family have thou. I'm sure your mam wouldn't be too happy with them either.
all you need to know is, she loved you you loved her and still do. thats never gonna change. it's what's in ya heart babes. a ceramony doesn't make any difference to that. and thats somethin nobody can take away from you.
i don't have any alligence to my family apart from my mam, dad and sister. after them my mates come next. basically cause i know my mates better than them and they'd be there for me way before any of them would and I'd go to my mates aid before the family. in fact, i probably wouldn't piss on half of my family of they was on fire, i don't even know what half of em look like. lol