[Northern Star]

Thanks for the hugs and kind words peeps......its nothing i didnt expect tbh...the minute i lost my mum i knew that was that for the rest of the family cus the only person who made me feel remotely part of that side of the family was my mum Go Figure....

Im not too upset about the fact that i didnt get to see the ashes bein done cus i know for a fact that that wasnt what mum wouldve wanted, shed have hated it........and at the end of the day i can still have her in my head where evr i or she may be

its the fact that they have blatantly arranged this without me and done nothing to help me out in getting there........its disgusting really...... and i take great pleasure in not allowing them anywhere near me any more......just hope i bump into them at sum point cus they will get a piece of my mind......so will my brother too when i speak to him nxt