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GIRL'S DIARY Sunday 11th May 2003.
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>Saw John in the evening and he was acting really strangely. I went shopping
>in the afternoon with the girls and I did turn up a bit late so I thought
>it
>might be that.
>
>The bar was really crowded and loud so I suggested we go somewhere quieter
>to talk.
>
>He was still very subdued and distracted so I suggested we go somewhere
>nice
>to eat.
>
>All through dinner he just didn't seem himself; he hardly laughed, and
>didn't seem to be paying any attention to me or to what I was saying.
>
>I just knew that something was wrong. He dropped me back home and I
>wondered
>if he was going to come in; he hesitated, but followed.
>
>I asked him again if there was something the matter but he just half shook
>his head and turned the television on. After about 10 minutes of silence, I
>said I was going upstairs to bed. I put my arms around him and told him
>that
>I loved him deeply.
>
>He just gave a sigh, and a sad sort of smile. He didn't follow me up, but
>later he did, and I was surprised when we made love.
>
>He still seemed distant and a bit cold, and I started to think that he was
>going to leave me, and that he had found someone else.
>
>I cried myself to sleep.




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>BOY'S DIARY Sunday 11th May 2003.
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>West Ham were relegated today.
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>Gutted..........Got a sh@g though.